Am I the only one out there that has felt a pull from God? I doubt it, but for you people that think I am crazy, I am going to let you know that I really do not care.
Sometimes God works in mysterious ways and I did not realize what He was doing until a few days ago. See, I used to go to church and have a relationship with God, but as of about 2 years ago I stop going to church and just started ignoring the whole thing, so that I can live my life the way that I want to.
Now with that said, my husband and I have bee arguing quite a bit recently. And only at times such as that would I actually turn and spend any time with God. It became more apparent to me that He was trying to get my attention and that was literally the only way that I would let him.
Its just amazing to me how even though my life felt like it was going to shit, that God could bring something good out of it. The hubby and I have not argued or fought at all in last few days since I have actually put an effort into God.
You guys can think whatever you want, but I know that God is there, if you give him a chance you will know that too
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Lately there have been a lot of people that have just been pissing me off.
I really do not like being told what to do and how to live my life. I do not understand where people get off telling me what to do. Especially when that person is younger than me, OR think that they are better.
There is this certain person at this point in time that when I see them, they are going to get a good sock to the mouth. This particular person thinks that she can tell me what to do, even though her life is wayyyy more fucked up than mine. I am not going into details because I do not feel that they need to be mentioned.
But apparently I want her life, so I am attempting to follow in her footsteps. Bitch, you life sucks dick! I would NEVER ever trade lives with you. Just because I do it, and I do it better makes me laughs.
I was literally your only friend and you lost me. No skin off my back though because I have been wishing that this friendship be over for a while. And I have never been happier :)
(I love tumblr, I can pretend that I am bitching at someone when in reality she will probs never see this :P)
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I am sure that almost every person has heard of this saying? What do you think? Do you think that this is true? In all cases? Or just in some?
I was terrified to go off to college and leave the love of my life back at home. Not because I do not trust him by any means. I was scared because the thought of losing him was just too overwhelming. I didnt want our relationship to crumble just because I would be gone for long periods at a time.
On that note, I completely agree with this saying. I love my boyfriend more than I ever thought that I could have. Being away from him makes me realize how much I love having him in my life. I mean, we have been together for a good amount of time and I still get butterflies :) It would make sense if we were only together like 2 weeks before I left for college, but we spend almost every day together for 2 months. So the butterflies do not make any sense to me, but I love it :D:D:D:D:D
“Im not jealous, Im just upset that they get to spend their lives with you” :/ -Me-”
So today is just another boring ass day in the life of me. But today is not just any day, its Sweetest Day. Now, I really do not care one way or other when it comes to this “holiday”.
If my boyfriend wants to celebrate it, fine. If not, thats fine too. I mean, isnt it just a rip off of Valentines Day? … Yep… I think so.
It is nice though when your significant other actually takes the time to acknowledge the day and do something out of the ordinary to show how they care about you. Im not saying go out and spend a ton of money on that other person. Im talking something like putting down the damn video games for a little bit and spend it with your significant other. Do the laundry. Cook dinner. Something. A little extra effort will go a longggggg way.
On that note, I got an “I love you” text from my boyfriend today :D:D:D:D:D Thats really all that I can have considering that I am away at college. But it works :)
So there will probably be a lot of these. But right now, I have not had the greatest day and I just want to bitch.
So, I live in an apartment off campus. It has all the features of living in a dorm on campus, you just have more freedom. Everyone, when they are freshman dream of living over here. Its fully furnished, and you have the freedom to do pretty much whatever you want.
Now that I am over here, I have NO idea what is so amazing about living here. I have had more problems here than I ever had in the on campus dorms.
First of all our RHC, the bitch that gets paid to help us and be there when we need things, is NO help whatsoever. For some reason, she is able to have a baby, and animals in her room! Not to mention I live right next to her! I constantly hear her baby crying and her dogs barking…. Like are you fucking serious? I am over here trying to do my homework and I cant fucking concentrate!
Then, this bitch is no help at all. The first day we were here our toilet floods. My roommate goes to ask her what we should do, she yells at her and bitches about my roommate waking this chicks baby up!!! BITCH why the hell do you have a baby in a college dorm building???? So needless to say, we got no help fixing our toilet.
Last night, she called campus safety on my friends in the room across from me because they were “Being too loud”. Bullshit, I am closer to then and I couldnt hear a thing.
Today, I locked myself out of my room… It was one of those moments when the second the door started closing, I freaked out. I knew exactly what I had done.
Now a little background on this apartment building. This bitch is locked down like a muhfucker. You cant go up and down the elevator without your little key thing (which is separate from the actual room key), you cant access and floor without it, and you cant get in the building if you dont have it. So, my ass left both of them in my room cuz they are both on the same lanyard. So if I leave my floor, im screwed.
So, she made me call campus so that they could contact the RA on duty. (The RA’s are students also) So after doing that, and being bitched at about waking her baby up. The RA, is already on her way….. Then the damn RHC comes out of her room like nothing had just happened and unlocks my room.
Really? Was all that necessary? Did you really need to bitch at me, make me call campus, contact the RA on duty, make the RA come down stairs, just to unlock my room right before she got there?? Seriously?
We are all going to have lots of problems with this chick…. and there are so many more, I just dont think my fingers would be too happy with me.
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